that was actually exactly what I needed! Haha, wow, I don’t miss that. And I don’t miss checking your tumblr while we were dating to find out what you really thought. My mind starts going on about all these fun parts of our relationship and I think I want to at least be around again. But holyyy shit I deserved better than how you treat me when you get mad. And you don’t care about me. Not saying you should, but the point is I don’t need the extra grievance of caring about someone who is that angry and seems to go out of his way to attempt to upset me. I think this was the first time i thought wow there is no need for me to be upset by that. I’m not dating you. when i was, i would be upset because i was dating a guy who constantly was making me cry and not giving a shit about it. but now i’m not! so the only thing i can do is be grateful for what i have, and forget about the good that i don’t. today was a blessing. today I met people in AA who care about me without a single question asked. they invited me to froyo, we pet bunnies, because literally all they care about is seeing me and anyone else in AA, transform into a happier person. Its so beautiful. I’m working on it.